Just sat in bed watching a few things, playing a little Hearthstone, got some free card packs which was nice.
And that was my day, had cereal, a banana, hummus and 3 chocolate spread and peanut butter sandwiches, I expect this to be my regular for some time. Lost my taste or Lucozade.
Heard people laughing outside, they must have been having a good time. Doesn’t bother me at all that I have no friends anymore, I don’t know why but it just doesn’t, it’s good that I am not in pain but it’s bad that I can’t understand how dire my situation is, this stops me from gaining the motivation to change it.
Looking forward to picking up more shifts at McDonalds, I want to throw myself into my work.
My McDonalds cap has a girls name written on it in pen, I like that for obvious reasons, feels like I am being allowed to express myself in public.