Didn’t think I had much drive left but I applied to a few jobs again today. The library really is comfy.
There was a comic book convention goon, saw a fat Harley Quinn, a skeleton Hawkeye and Black Widow with no curves. If I’d known about it earlier I might have attended, it was free, never been to something like this before but I imagine everyone goes with friends so it probably wasn’t a friend making excursion that I missed out on, just new life experience in general.
Not heard back from the jobs I applied to, probably because it’s the weekend. Maybe next week. Lease ends on the 31st, not sure if I’m expected out tomorrow or June 1st, little anxious about that, stress leads me to masturbate more, today was the first time in a month or so that I masturbated twice in one day (I fell to one/zero after my arrest).
Will go home sometime next week and stay there for a while, wait for replies and for jobs to respawn.
Need to clean this room and wash my clothes before I leave this place.
I’m NEET but I’m not depressed, it’s too soon to worry. If I apply to enough jobs I’m sure to get something.