Got an email for an interview at a retail outlet today, funny timing, I was in the middle of making a strawpoll regarding topics In should probably leave alone. Overjoyed by receiving this opportunity, the interview is on Saturday. Nothing means more to me right now than getting this job, I love how they contacted me despite having informed them of my upcoming prosecution on my application. People unusually shun me after they dig into my background.
The email came the day after I sent my application, it was the same thing with McDonalds iirc, so it’s safe to assume if the others haven’t gotten back to me yet they never will.
Not sure where my Chinese roommate has disappeared to.
The third roommate came by to drop off some stuff, he said “Is anyone home?” as he walked through the front door, I ignored him at first but later said hi and he notified me again when he was leaving. No banter, not sure what he wanted of me. It’s cold and the plug sockets are not well placed so I’m under my blankets on my bed shitposting on my tablet. Feel self conscious about meeting people when I’m trying to get comfy. He came by again later in the day but I ignored him this time, as he was leaving he said “If anyone is home, I’m leaving now”.
Went out to the supermarket, it’s not far but I ended up sweating a lot. Went to Saintsbury’s since I think it’s best I avoid the Asda for the time being (the McDonalds is near the entrance), unfortunately it’s more expensive, the only plus is that someone who I admire used to shop there.
Saw a WWE promo that resonated with my earlier feelings about being “broken”.
Having obtained two different jobs within the timespan of a month would make me feel very proud of myself. Pretty pathetic I got so down within a week of being NEET.
Father called again, expecting me to come home. I said I didn’t want to come home and relax, I wanted to work, he responded by actually telling me that working is a bad idea as I would no longer be eligible for legal aid and I have a lifetime ahead of me to work so what’s the rush?, decent arguments surprisingly, practical and philosophical. Got a bit more respect for him now but I didn’t like how he promoted the “easy” life back home, tempted to go along with it to spite him.