Got an interview for a job I applied to a few days ago. Event crew or something like that. I like the idea of being in that line of work, seems uncommon, would give me some more personality, also liked how it said the work was during “unsociable hours”, might mean the others who work are similar to myself and the competition low. I don’t have any of the desirable qualities so not sure bwhat my chances are like. Bought a cheap ticket home for the 18th, not sure what I’m playing at here either.
Feeling alright, just relaxing in my room all day watching Boardwalk Empire, my problems seem far away and rarely cross my mind.
Chinese roommates parents have finally gone, it took a while though, didn’t get my breakfast (Coco Pops) until half past 3, not a huge issue though since I woke up around 1. Had a frozen pizza and half a bag of tortilla chips and Doritos dip, felt sick.
Roommate asked other roommate if he wanted to help him do some gardening, didn’t ask me, I’m glad he didn’t as I would have been embarassed to answer the door and would have declined anyway. I am offended he didn’t bother asking though, mind it could be in this short time and the few interactions we’ve had he understands me well enough not to bother asking.
There’s a scale in the bathroom, I weigh 12 stone, I think that’s fine.
I shaved, look better with a beard, hope it grows out some by my interview on Friday.
Neither detective or solicitor have gotten back to me. Not happy about that’s they were likely only nice to me earlier because our interactions were space however now I can be perceived as a pest.
Very unhappy about being completely blocked by someone on Facebook, seemed needless and pointless, all it does is twist the knife. I don’t understand how someone could read everything I’ve written and hate me. Think I’m a creep or weird, sure but this feels like malice. Feel as if I’ve been misunderstood.