Made myself presentable for my interview, wore suit pants, shirt and trainers. It went well enough, it’s the same questions, I don’t even really need to alter my answer much, some shit about teamwork and efficiency. Hit a bit of a snag at the end when he asked why I left McDonalds, made up a decent series of lies but I didn’t tell them well, he could see I was full of it, mentioned he would be checking references, I still had a manager from McDonalds down as one of my references. Not a huge loss as I learned employment would commence late July, I would like something sooner. There are 8 vacancies and he was interviewing 4 to 5 times that many people.
Sat down in the library for a while, applied to jobs, B&Q are still hiring, I gave it another go and didn’t get hit by the auto-rejection email this time, so that’s in play. Friend let me know of any ads he spotted, one in particular sounds promising, will hit it up tomorrow with a CV in hand. Grateful for the aid, curious to know if this is normal among normies.
Visited the GP, it was quite the trek. I sat down with the doctor, told her I was uncomfortable in social situations, she asked if I had social anxiety, I said yes, for how long, I wasn’t sure what to say, when she said months, years, I went with years. It’s true but I didn’t want to make myself out to be worse than I actually am. Said I didn’t want to talk to anyone without a promt, she mentioned therapy later and said it was an option if the medication doesn’t help. Prescribed me Propranolol, it’s a beta blocker. Haven’t tried the stuff yet, maybe tomorrow morning before heading out. Don’t like the idea of therapy for two reasons, firstly I don’t believe they can help and secondly because I find it difficult to express myself verbally. Was quick, not much pressure, still uncomfortable, I appreciated the doctors helpfulness.
Went home, Chad’s gf was literally just leaving, she was in the doorway as I was entering, she was wearing tights, nothing I love more than I girl who can pull them off well, she fortunately was not one of them, turned me right off her, think Chad can do better. Discovered Chad has some kind of Celtic druid tattoo on his chest, it’s huge. Had a short chat about my interview that he initiated, he asked if I had just come back from my job. Little offended by that, not sure if he was implying something or forgotten that I had told him about looking for work 2 weeks ago.
Watching UFC, WWE MITB & GoT today. All decently entertaining shows.