Skipped the shower today. Went I entered the kitchen I was disgusted to find Chad had used my spoon again, there are twenty or so spoons in the drawer, property of Chinese Chad, I believe, Chad is clearly searching out my spoon specifically, he knows it isn’t his spoon, none of the spoons are his. This action is unforgivable, there is no excuse for it. I don’t know how I’m going to get back at him, nothing too much, he seems like the kind of guy who’d make enquiries and could and would kick my ass.
Chad says”hello?” whenever he returns to the house, it’s a regular thing, I don’t answer I don’t know what he’s expecting. Me to come out of my room, say hello and ask him how is day was, like a bitch? Fuck that and fuck him for making me feel uncomfortable.
Playing Hearthstone, gotten back to form, bought the first wing of BRM after completing Naxx last week. Grinding gold and buying solo adventures feel like accomplishments, it’s what I’m working towards, living for.
Not eating much, don’t have an appetite, the red Leicester isn’t for me, will stick to Cheddar in the future. I’m nervous about tomorrow, I don’t know how to start these day off, where to meet, who to talk to, how to set up. My trainer from last week told me to wait outside and she’d get me a timecard but she doesn’t have any authority and it’s a big place, outside is too vague.
Roommates and Chads gf were in the kitchen talking loudly, made me anxious, not angry. Whenever I hear people about I’m afraid they’ll knock on my door. I like being comfy when I’m on my own. Chad managed to piss me off again, he opened a cupboard door and remarked “on, bananas! Do you want one?” He knows they’re not his bananas, I don’t understand why he thinks this sort of behaviour is acceptable. I would take something of his to balance the scales but he’d notice. I don’t understand the way this guy thinks, it’s probably some sort of Chad mentality, he feels he can take whatever he wants from lesser beings, he’s fucking wrong though, Chad can take what he wants from the normies and the betas but I don’t care about hierarchy, I don’t want his approval, he can go hang for all I care,I get him back for this, he won’t know I despise him but he will now that he isn’t a god, the world isn’t his playground, people don’t exist to service him.
Did some washing.
Need to stay off 4chan for a while, it’s for discussing life and media, I need to indulge in more media and possible life before I return, I’ve drifted onto the general discussion type threads and boards because there isn’t anything specific I want to talk about or am interested in. The anime thing, I start watching shows from this season before looking back, Plastic Memories was supposed to be a big hit.