Sister quizzed me over my weight loss, saying that I should go to the gym because “who wants to be skinny?”. I didn’t really give her an answer, just said that I wanted to lose another 8lbs before considering it. Also was told that I should buy new clothes.
Laser patch test went fine, different technician this time, had to wait a few minutes. Bit awkward when she wanted me to bite on my upper lip so she could patch test that area, I’m not sure that is the best technique. Bit awkward too when it was over, I was waiting for her to gather up her stuff and guide me out and I suppose the questions she shot me weren’t ideal either, seemed repetitive, so my answers were too. Once again, it’s a proper place and I look forward to starting treatment there, will call up on Monday and hopefully I’ll be able to get a session booked the same week.
Down to 143lbs, somehow, certainly this is my lowest weight of all time, I guess I used it as an excuse to eat poorly again, it’s not like I’m exceeding 2000 calories so the damage is minimal though most of what I eat is carbs. Felt the need to get right back on DNP after my laser appointment. 400mg, it’s getting results. Mum is pushing me eat, she’s my greatest obstacle when it comes to weight loss.
Begun downloading My Little Pony, say a review of a related comic book and I enjoyed the imagery.
When I went out, dysphoria was obviously triggered, it happens every time, it doesn’t need to be stated at this point.
Did 100 squats today, did the same yesterday, doubt it makes much difference but it makes me feel less stressed about my diet.
Watched the current series of The Apprentice, the paki guy represents everything I hate about the race/culture though it’s good to see a paki among the big characters this year, heck, he’s probably the biggest character on the show.
Played Hearthstone, rank 4, don’t seem to be able to break into rank 3, might push again tomorrow. Golden Portrait farming isn’t going well either, not that it matters, all I want is a win here and there, crawl to my goal, I’m so close now it won’t take long.