I didn’t leave the house today, didn’t post much either. Unfortunately though I’m still eating more than I should. The most eventful thing I did today was dressup in my new clothes, take some pics and share them. I thought I didn’t look terrible, still go a way to go, need to lose some tummy fat and try and get some to go to my hips. Some compliments were received, got told that in terms of my body at least I’m looking more androgynous (already knew that).
Tried to watch some Netflix, there were shows that seemed interesting but I didn’t have the motivation to watch anything scripted, went for a documentary, Last Chance U, African American teens playing American football, nothing special, the way these “kids” behave and the patience shown to them puzzles me.
Went on a 11 game losing streak on Hearthstone trying to get a win with my Renolock deck. 10 Wins away from golden Warlock, 4 wins from golden Rogue, 4 wins from golden Mage and 15 from golden Priest. I’m struggling with Warlock so I might push it to one side and I also intend to ladder on Wild with Priest but I’ll probably still get them all gold this season.
Nothing seems to be happening, I don’t want this to be my life, I can see how easy it would be to fall into the trap of thinking I’m living a comfortable life and nothing needs to change, after the expulsion is absolutely final I need to act quickly.