Applied for that American Express card last night.
I woke up today at 6.55pm feeling well rested, there was enough time to shave, shower and do everything else I needed to. I was mildly nervous about today so I arrived early, 20 minutes before 9am, I wasn’t that early though, there were two other members of my training group already seated, the woman and the older DnD guy. Our supervisor/ helper was a new guy, at first I was angry towards him because I felt I wasn’t getting enough attention, later I felt bad for feeling that way since he helped me plenty and was nice. The DnD guy also helped me out, he really didn’t need to, such a great person, I wish I was like that but I lack the capacity, not smart enough, not social enough.
Unfairly I also harbored negative views of another member of my training group but I was wrong to feel this was also, we just don’t have any reason to communicate. She smiled and notified me that my mic wasn’t down when I was on a call. I also appreciate that she knew my name.
When work began, it was fine, I enjoy taking customer service calls, the calls are shorter, they’re more interactive and I don’t get stumped too often. Helping people also makes me feel useful. I also enjoy how the calls are constant, never any down time. My call time is low enough so I might actually make it out of probation.
The possible-tranny came over and chatted to the other members of my team, turns out she’s sick so only doing a few hours per day and why she wasn’t around much last week. I really doubt she’s trans, it’s ridiculous the lack of effort she makes to feminise her mannerisms. I hate her but I shouldn’t.
Didn’t have lunch today, didn’t have any yoghurts in the fridge, might skip lunch regularly.
My face looks terrible under certain light, there’s a lot of hyper and hypo pigmentation.