5-3

Today was not a good day at work, I  multiple calls that lasted 20+ minutes, I can’t get people to accept bad news. I also had to ask for help a lot. Might not last long after all. My coworker tried to make conversation, I couldn’t respond well but i was also just not in the mood so came across as enthusiastic. At the end of the day there was another attempt by someone else, the bathroom guy from yesterday, “you offski?”, I said yes and that it had been a long day, I had a lot of long calls, again I can see I should have inserted my feelings/opinion.

Need to stop staring at/focusing on specific features of peoples faces when speaking to them (deformities or women’s chins), it’s probably creepy.

The low point of the day was when I received an email from HR regarding my holiday entitlement, I replied to the email and was told to follow proper procedure. It brought me down because it was a typical example of someone aware I needed help but not offering any.

I was able to skip lunch but my mum had bought me an Arizona’s burger meal when I got home, had the coke too and Hagen-das ice cream.

Sisters have gone on a short holiday to Rome.

Gutted I missed the City v Monaco game, might be able to get tickets for the next round.