I agreed to work an additional 3 hours tonight since it was double time, £15 per hour was too good to turn down. I regret it though, I found out I was repeatedly making an error, I was made aware of it by this skinnyfat tattooed cunt who I feel has had a grudge against me since day one, he also informed me that he’s been logging them as errors in an aggressive and abrasive tone that he always uses to speak to me at least. Hard to express how much I dislike him and the toxic emotions I’m feeling, the only thing besides fantasies I can take solace in is that he’s a cuck, I’ve seen him bending over backwards for new female staff, though it does irk me more than anything seeing him happy and socialising.
I had thoughts of self harm today, it was on a call, not an angry customer, just an old woman who just wouldn’t stop talking. I wasn’t far from striking my hand with a pen.
It’s the former event though that makes me feel like quitting.
There was also how I forgot to clock in and was told an exception would be made this time but normally I’d need to alert management to my presence if I’m struggling to clock in even though it’s irrelevant to this issue I had. If I was ever told I wouldn’t be paid for work done then I’d quit.
New Cthullu T-shirt arrived
I’m working the next 3 days too but then I’m only working one day out of the next 6 due to taking 2 days off for court.