Today at work, the trans/lesbian sat opposite me, she was just sitting in her usual seat, it wasn’t a decision, really. I felt like she was staring at me in a suspicious way and again later in the day, I don’t know what her problem is. After an hour she moved desks to sit with her friends, I felt insulted, obviously. Need to get a handle on my emotions. She wore that top I also have, I’m going to wear it to work one day, it’s not OK that she can dictate what I can and can’t wear. Fucked up plenty at work, call time doesn’t mean anything when I’m screwing up so often. There’s this other guy at work who I also felt was staring at me in a mocking way, it makes me suspicious. That guy walked in on me in the stairwell when I was calling the GP, got an appointment 3 weeks from now.
It’s possible I was being mocked due to the state of my hair. Didn’t realise until I got home.
Thinking of buying some WWE tickets but they’re over £100 for good seats, I want to attend a live event because it seems like normie behaviour and something different to spend money on.
I stopped taking Sertaline a while ago, I’m up and down so don’t feel like taking the pills every day.
My shins hurt.
Only had a banana for lunch as we were out of yoghurts, ate spaghetti bolognase at home though.
Hearthstone isn’t ready to be updated on my Amazon tablet so I may miss out on a reward.