Today wasa good day at work, I resolved all the outstanding issues I had and the guy who bullied me is now nice, he called me by name and spoke in a non-threatening way. I still have 1 month on probation before I’m properly hired but I’m being told I’m completely employable as I am, the only hiccup was becoming too defensive when discussing my late arrival, I tried to throw a colleague under the bus but that backfired, I claimed he was late too but it turns out he just worked a later shift.
Leaving work an hour early last Friday was a non-issue.
The quirky guy spoke to me again, I don’t understand why he persists, I’m clearly uncomfortable with it, I don’t know how to respond to the things he says. Today he mentioned suicide and self-harm, he then said he was just joking, it wasn’t for him, I agreed.
The purple haired girl is training to be a dentist. Kinda hate her and the other students now. The quirky guy is one too but I don’t dislike him, though I’m not sure if he’s mocking me. I don’t want to be here too long, it’s pathetic, more than half the customer service team seem to have other things going on.
Had a nice chat with a friend on Hearthstone.
Upset about facial hair again but I should remember to bottle it away for 2 weeks.
Forgot to take my estrogen dose in the morning and my water bottle to work.
I had an argument with my sister when she wouldn’t close the door, I shouted until she did and then she said the usual cruel remarks such as how I’m never going to move out.
My scales have gone missing.