138.5lbs

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I’m somewhat comfortably below 10 stone now but I binge on carbs massively at the end of the day pushing me over 50g, I suspect unless I can get the self control required for keto, I’ll just rebound. I ate chocolate cake and custard yesterday.

Mum and dad still trying to involve themselves with my court case, I told them (or my mother at least since my dad understands I dont want to speak to him) that I didn’t ask for their help and I never have done, I’ve lived my life up to this point without them.

Got a tablet, rank 10 on Hearthstone, the new meta is better, I suppose.

Dysphoria is being a bitch again.

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    • The woman conducting my psych assessment said as much, my communication skills are stunted due to being unable to speak to my parents as a child (language barrier with father and mum was negative)

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  4. As a teenager you obviously have a right to expect your parents to house and look after you free of charge, but not so much in your mid/late 20s (whatever you are). I come from a normal middle class Anglo family and my parents expected my brother and I to move out and make our own way when we were 18 or 19 (just started uni, working shitty part time job)

    You fling a lot of shite at Pakistani culture but should also acknowledge that its commitment to family is rock solid (apart from that rape thing). You have it pretty good in that respect

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    • >I come from a normal middle class Anglo family
      If I had the same upbringing as you then I wouldn’t have the same problems in life as I do now

      >Pakistani culture but should also acknowledge that its commitment to family is rock solid
      WRONG
      It’s about control and various other cruel, selfish and negative traits
      It’s not out of love

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