The date is set and so am I

The uni got back to me, the misconduct hearing will be on the 12th of October, more details incoming. Trying to make a day of it by inviting some /brit/ and /britfeel/ posters, it would be the most social thing I’ve done since that pity party thrown by Judas last year. It’s expensive travelling to Aberdeen and returning, £115 quid for the cheapest rail tickets and hotel to stay overnight, tickets that allowed me to return the same day would be even more expensive. That’s a fortnights bennies so that’s a real kick in the teeth. Feeling optimistic about the whole thing and I’m generally feeling relieved about it all because someone finally wants to hear me out and isn’t just waiting for me to fall into some trap so they swing the execution blade.

Played some Dragon Quest. I know the game has more party members available so I’m not even half way through.

146lbs today and I ate around 1200 calories, can’t go low two days in a row or else I could end up in starvation mode. I’ll try to do 500 calories again tomorrow. I almost completely screwed up today when I got possessed and went out for a donner and chips, fortunately the chippy was closed. Still on DNP, would probably be a good point to end the cycle the day of the hearing. Urine is sometimes black due to the DNP, that’s normal, DNP is also used as a dye.

Watched TNA Bound for Glory and Last Week Tonight, neither was engaging, just background noise, I like the Hardys stuff though.

Tranny on /britfeel/ was mean but I probably should get a diagnosis eventually, I just feel uncomfortable making that while I still have such visible facial hair/beard shadow, there’s also how I can’t really claim my dysphoria is crippling anymore since I don’t leave the house much.