Within an hour of posting the last blog entry, my ex-manager gave me a call, this was on shift, we chatted for over 2 hours, this made me very happy and helped overcome the crushing feeling after the encounter with my father.
Over the last 2 days I have been making trips to my flat and moving things there slowly, just what I can fit into my backpack. The one exception was when I carried my 7kg screen, it wasn’t that heavy and I didn’t have to walk much, the tram stops are close to both my home and flat. The worst part was the heat, I was drenched in sweat after each trip. Once I arranged the belongings there and put up the screen, the place looked very pleasant and liveable.
On Monday my father seemed to have come around to me moving and was being supportive, he offered to help move move and hugged me but on Tuesday he flipped again, he wants me to get married within 2 weeks, he says he’ll find someone. On the topic of my hair, he’s fine with it just being passed the ears. There were some other talking points sch as him saying he was wrong to love me and that I can fuck off but simultaneously didn’t relent on his demands.
I can leave and not return but I am concerned about the well-being of my other family members, even my mother who still wants me to get married, when I told my mother what my father said and that I likely wouldn’t return she suggested I might like the woman he finds.
Prior to that, I went to Morrison’s Cafe with my mother and sister, I had a lasagne and they had fish & chips. It was nice to get out and do something like this, I don’t socialise with my family much, my mother asked a lot of questions about the friend who will be helping me to move tomorrow. I also visited my aunt with them, it has been an extremely long time since I’ve seen her, we had a good chat, she’s also against me moving out.